This particular Tuesday was somewhat different than most. This Tuesday I noticed the lady who works in the dairy section was not her normal, happy, positive self. No, I do not know her by name. Her name tag is always turned around and I asked her name once and have since forgot. I am too embarrassed to ask her now after seeing her for many, many weeks. I stopped to ask her if all was right in her world. She said no, her 93 year old mother was in the hospital and had little hope living her life she has enjoyed for 93 years. So, instead of simply smiling and sharing our normal brief conversation of the weather and our blessings in life, I listened to her with the hope of giving her a way of relieving some of her sorrow and fear.
After this encounter, I finally made it to the check out when a lovely person from my long ago past literally walked right by me. The cashier did not know how to respond when I exclaimed "WOW. I think I just saw my eighth grade English teacher from, like 30 years ago!!" Her first response was to ask "what if it is not her?" As if to really ask "Wouldn't you feel foolish if it was not her?" "Who cares!" I said. "At worst I apoligize but as least I tried because what if it IS her?" Fortunately for me, the lady I saw pass me by was wearing a bright, sunny yellow shirt with a denim jumper. I kept a close eye on this person to plan my next move. If she exited through the doors, I knew I would have to move quickly to try and catch her in the parking lot. Luck, or fate, was at my side that day. She moved beyond the doors so I knew I could relax and for a moment enjoy the brief contemplation of hoping the lady was indeed connected to my past. Over the 30 years I often have imagined reuniting with her for a time in order to reveal to her my gratitude for having introduced writing to me. My first memory of her class was being exposed to writing in a journal. To some kids in the class, this was not a welcomed part of the day. To me, it was an opportunity to let words form in your mind and only in your mind and flow through a pen onto paper. This at times took on the form to expell sadness, observe beauty, prevent insanity or add to dilusion. To this day, whenever I see a spiral bound notebook with loose leaf paper in it, I am immediatley taken back to eighth grade English, siiting in a desk in Mrs. Daly's room. I finally reached the lady whom I thought made such a grand impression on a 13 year old girl in 1976. I looked at her while she studied the display of avocadoes. I knew immediately it has to be Mrs. Daly. So, I excused myself as I approached her to gain her attention and asked the obvious question "Are you Mrs. Daly who taught English at Page Junior High?" So poetic, good grief. A warm and welcoming smile appeared on her face assuring me that yes indeed she was Mrs. Daly.
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